this liberation ♥
I feel free, light, happy, content... I guess one way to put is would be "at peace" with myself and everything else. Even though it sounds really like someone died and it's all RIP and etc :D Which is rather weird considering that there is the pressure of prelims and As bearing down on me.
It's so strange to go without my typical melodrama of "fuck my life" and "my eyes burn" and all that. It was an unnatural cultivated habit that I wasn't
too comfortable with anyway. I still slip up but I think it's going down. I still do it with regards to
the bitch and the gross person but honestly? I'm considering not doing it as well 'cause
they aren't worth my time.
Apathy and non-existence.
Having let it go, come to terms with it all, it's just so liberating. Maybe those ridiculous wishes that I made at various 11:11s in J1 may come true yet! For now, I'll take it as it comes and enjoy this feeling and make it last.
lys @ 21:21, 16/07/2010