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new lease of life, my ass.

jc life equates no life
i dunno if to regret not going to sp or not
oh hell
it's over

had dinner out today
jodie, ttiana, tiffany and cheryl
it was pure hilarity
god, i miss the times
when that was NORMAL
and not just a rare occurrence

jodie's going multinational
amanda has a crush on barker product
cheryl still hasn't gotten over someone
tiffany's obsessed over fines

oh and freaky coincidences
jodie and cheryl and me
well, let's just say...
different interests,
same school.

class is... interesting to say the least
but that bitch is really too freakin' much
she's worse than nappun nyon sunbae
and that's saying a lot

hell she's worse than her
and idiot monkeys put together
plus prunes and whatnot
(wait, why does it sound so gz oriented?!?!)

i personally think an in-denial tranny's
creepier than a hyper childish gaki

at the very least
i have people who i KNOW don't diss me
who won't backstab me

who cares if i don't see them all the time
i know there are people
who trust me, who i can trust
who know me for who i am
and don't require me to change at all

at least i'm not THAT emotionally insecure
god knows that i should be
given my insane life

but then
maybe it is that that makes me less dependent.

she (he?) calls me creepy
bull-fucking-shit.
i may have a violent streak
(it's in the genes,
future enhanced by tash)
i may have been vaguely suicidal

but i've NEVER contemplated
what is being contemplated.

subtler revenges are far more sweet
word play, small victories
to me, they destroy
the victim
worse than a simple death could

call me nasty
call me scheming
but it is a fact
and i too will stay out of trouble
through such means

can anyone blame me for
participating in class debates?
for attempting to do well in school?
they simply can't

all those little victories
all add up to something

maybe it is 'cowardly'
i prefer 'smart' though:
it benefits me as well as
giving me my sweet revenge

so what if the bitch's a 9-top?
crappy points or not,
it doesn't matter anymore
that game is over

i'm so totally going to kick
her sorry FAT ass
every chance i get
academically, of course.

shall have to steal
nermeh's debate notes

karma's gonna come
and bite her in the ass

and as i said once,
i pray she can feel it
through all those layers
of FAT.

and then, we'll see who's better
a 9-top or a lower pointer
let's just say 4a1 is a major
ego booster =D

i need to stop talking now
else i'd sound like a particular
prince of tennis
hair-flipping diva
(aka atobe keigo)

therefore, ja ne.
lys @ 00:35, 01/04/2009

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